haha

guess it's going to be the talk of the day. so yeah its just been seen in the bad days but when its on. damn. anyways. today was mad fucking hot wtf. i didnt expect it to be so much of a difference. jeans apparently was the wrong clothing for the weather. sweated my balls off. haha but yeah it dont matter. i can care less about what happened. didnt have to make it so secretive. sweating bullets. sweated my ass off playing edward singles lol. then played later after pathmark with will. then yeah just got tiring and boring. hit around with jin basketball. talked about some jobs and stuff. then jacks. then home with kimmy and mikewu. boom boring ass day. pandah out

today is the day

nah just playing not the day.
all i did was wake up and smelled the pussy. brush my teeth with a bottle of jack. took a shower for a 100 hrs. then went to therapy. shit took extra long today. wtf. and i sweated bullets from doing one of the machines. lmao some girl there at therapy said hi to me when i was at seward and i didnt even notice her haha. anyways. went to moms place and gave her metrocard. got back to seward. played a game with simon. won. played a game with mikewu. luckily won. played a game with simon again. won. then i just got fucking tired as hell. and i had no drink and money. so i went home and yea thats it :D pandah out

motherfucking shit

Arghh came out at like 2ish and played some peon at first and then a game with simon. won the first game then they played ray's turn which is kinda bs bcuz he said will was next but yeah sure. played 3 points and then ivan did some sorta swing or push that pushed me to my left side and it did something to my knee. yeah fucking hurt like a bitch but i can man up. took that shit and tanked it. anyways sat down for the rest of the day and played peon again. yep then had to go and chill some other place and walk around. shit was lame so we ended up back at seward. yep chilled there for a while and then where was like everyone. anyways me amy conroy went to conroys place. he ate, amy took a piss or shit donos which one lol. waited for conroy then we left to pace. then simon mike tony came. then iris group came. then we went to popeyes. annie charles came. some of us went to pace. they played football. i went home. yeah fucking knee hurts like a hoe. when i compared my knees. my left knee was mad squishy. that means its fucking swollen... hopefully its not torn or some shit. at most sretched so that i can still heal that shit and not go through all this fucking shit all over again. anyways today was quite fun in its own way. got to get closer to ppls humorous side. :D pandah out

aids walk 2nd version

hmm good day. me and wayny already planned to go back to school to get our diplomas so yeah. woke up at 6 and wayny imed saying he going to b late. got to train station at like 715ish and i waited. saw him on the train swiped with his card got in. took m to 51st transfered to 6 to 116 and walked to school. damn lmfao. walked in to cafeteria area where the students are suppose to enter. haha me and wayny sneaked in and i signed in as a freshman named kevin chan LMAO kevin chan. anyways saw that they made a whole new change to the features of the school. what a bs shit. and the schedules changed too. but oh wells fuck that high school it was boring. got diplomas and shit. wayny had to get his ap score. chilled for a period doing our stuff and then 2nd period ended sooner than later. chilled at college office. 1st period joyce was there. 2nd period mingsi and jennifer was there. haha mingsi said that its boring this year cuz you know its all about 10' anyways nikola got there later and yeah. niggers ended up talking about college in deutchs class and yeah i was like fuck it ill wait outside. i was going to wait for wayny to be done but nigger ends up staying for whole day and i find that out like 20mins later. so i ended up walking fucking to ct. yep no train ride and i have money but od jewish here. walked on 1st ave and kept going down. found out there was a handball park at 96th st and 1st ave with 8 courts, 4 walls back and front. continued onwards and took a rest around umm hmm i believe the 60s streets. then moved onwards and took another rest at 34st cuz i saw benches and the bottom of my feet were starting to hurt. then i walked and got to my middle school. haha i saw 2 of my old teachers but i didnt want to say hi bcuz they'd b like who r u again. then i walked to 1st park and got there around 12ish. god fucking damn. anyways played this old guy. his racquet against my hands. 1st game was 21 17 his. then 11 4 his cuz i got tired. then i played some chinese dude who was in a group that were all training. haha it was 21 15 and i liked my shots for some of it. but yeah od sweaty and shit. so i walked to seward and got there around 2ish. ri came by and gave me the smh LMFAO. and then left. i waited and garmint was surprisingly the next one there and then simon and then yeah i dont remember everyone else. so mad that i lost to the black guy lol. he sucks so much and even though i was fucking around by trying to do corner shots i still lost. he got some od luck shots and made points off of it. and some of my shots went out zzz. anyways sat for most of the day lol. played peon. then mafia crap that i dont really like. then played david and that other dude with simon for drinks. losing pretty badly at beginning. 5-0 then 11-5 but then we caught up and then passed them and then won. so we got a drink.yeah the day basically ended.
my fucking knee is fucking tired. strained my back and right neck. my whole right side is basically strained. and i was catching cramps. gg. pandah out

hahaha smiling next to gio and just him lol

so boring ass day. woke up at 7 and played threekingdoms LMFAO. played it until uh... 11-12ish and fell asleep when i wanted to take a rest. woke my ass up at 1 almost 2. so yeah threekingdomed some more till 3 and i was having trouble on what to wear. i ended up wearing the red black flannel. headed to seward and only garmint mikewu conroy simon was there. then later gar left when we was at jacks and dennis was a ninja later on and appeared at jacks. left to mikewu, picked up annie. got upstairs got a bag, hit up pathmark you already snoe. got back up played games ate played some more and left to seward. so yeah seward had something hosted there which was lame because it hosted it on a rainy day which was a complete failure. went in to get tshirts. got a gatorade.handball.tennisball. and then found some more handballs that got knocked out and stuff. saw gio playing with some girl. later they played garmint and mikewu. apparently they fucked around with them and still buttfucked them with ease. mad admiring... bout to download that video!! pandah out

lmfao

So done. Felt like I was in the movies. Lets see how I'm going to explain this shit... so yeah i felt like i was zoned out just looking at the movie. and that movie was playing what i was doing. so i really had no mind of what i was doing so i was so confused. i felt like i screwed my life over. omfg that feeling was so horrible. felt like i was in some deep shit and i couldnt get out of it. then i was just so dazed out at pace then popeyes then pace. damn but after i came out of popeyes i felt a lot better. actually had a sense of what i was doing. so i just sat down on the grass area and just knocked out. then i got up cuz it kinda started getting cold and i was wondering where every1 was at. oh shit i was like where they go and i see them at the middle of pace so i decided to move over. it got mad cold so me and mikehu hurdled and was on conroy lmfao. but yeah i was like fuck it ima go home and mikewu came too so yeah we were out. felt a lot better but i took a shit ate dinner and went straight to sleep. woke up at 9 which was like 11 hrs right there and then i slept again at 11am again and woke up at like 12-1ish and was like peace. yeah the rest of today was boring so ima just let it go. pandah out

september 8th

lame as hell. no school. wanted to go to my highschool but then i had therapy at 1030 so i was like wuts the point. yep but i plan to go on monday lmao. just to fuck around hahaha. pandah out

september 7 2010

haha can't keep track of dates and events anymore. you have to keep reminding me. so yeah wake up eat go out to handball. hurt my balls. hurt elbow. hurt knee. hurt ass. god damn. so yeah changed into warm clothes for night. watched basketball. left. pace. tired then everyone went and left. so might as well do the same. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO fucking therapy. pandah out

No more

I've been slacking off too much. I need to get back to handball since I've been a lazy bum this past week or two. I have to train because I've just been getting off track. Slacking is something I usually do, but it goes against my morality. Yes I'm going to go out and try to keep a court. Peace. Pandah out

day is boring

same day again. seward basically and that was it. afterwards some pace? lmao then i went home cuz i promised ill b home no later than 10 so yeah i got home at 9:11 and that was that

Bring me to LIFE

what the fuck you fucking niggers. Shit pissed me off and I already said it, so yeah, better not do that shit again. I can't wait till tomorrow because it's a closer step till I die!! LOL jk it's one more step into life, being more mature, and a great experience and to see what's the future got in hold. pandah out

HAI

so tired... haha vacation for 4 days STRAIGHT get at me.

going to just do today fuck all the other days.
doctors appointment at 10:00 finished at 11:20ish.
eat lo mein at grand. eat rice at home.
go to seward. play all day. beat hay? and andy. is highlight for the day.
off to pathmark. get some shit. tony get some shit. jin drives me and tony and picks up mikewu.
pace to eat. didnt want to kill tonys money so i just nimbled on the string cheese and salsa only.
life gets boring and leaves.
susan gets with jian. congratz.
wants to go to sleep.
bout to finish writing this post.
cuz i got nothing better to say.
tomorow, or today is the new day.
pandah out

Random

When did life get so boring. Should have just not stalled it. omg yes i should have started college omg. i hate not doing anything because i just feel useless. need to find me a job!! even though i got no experience in that at all. aiyah jackyyy!!. pandah out