so tired and painful pt 2

hmmm another day.
therapy session mad tiring. woke up in the morning at 8:58 to swipe my mom in and get the monthly card. then waited till like 10ish to headout. got there mad boring did what i do and shit. but mad chilled in there. got out and it was pouring and shit. i was like oh wells and only worried about my shoe getting wet. train took a while but i looked at my phone and saw a text from susan and i called her and found out she was at jacks so i headed there. the rain died down quite a bit as i got to grand on the m14a. omg i sat on a seat where the only spot was dripping water. theni moved somewhere else. got to jacks and angel susan tony annie and alex was there. so yeah i dont want to say everyone that i saw in order and stuff cuz its mad work and mad boring to say. ate at mr. tea place and was so not worth it. nvr going back there but maybe only for the bubble teas and drinks. headed back to jacks and sat again. talked blah blah yeah all that blah blah then headed to seward when it stopped raining. mad humid from the rain man. said i wasn't going to play... omg i broke my inner promise. im ashamed of myself. and i did bad too even worse. bout to cut myself. but hmm i know im not emo so thats not gonna happen. played mad games... and got my leg extra tired and more pain. everyone slowly left. omg so mad at the money game. me and dennis against mike and jin. so mad at myself. did so bad that game. i promise i will work my ass off when i can use my leg properly. got kinda mad and punched the wall and i found out i got a minor cut from it but nothing to blog about lmfao. but hmm maybe i shouldn't have served with my right hand. my knee is starting to hurt a lot more. ended up being me mike mike and jin. went to jacks for a while and decided to go home after we saw a few flashes of lightning. started drizzling when passed grand st. then it started pouring when i got to the entrance of my home. omg my knee was beating pretty hard when i got home. mad uncomfortable so right now i got it iced. peace out boring day pandah out to the bamboo stash