so i just found out not so long ago it was july 4th, i forgot because i usually do it at night of july 4th not the morning. but yeah i dont think i can do it this year, what a bummer. :/ i heard ppl are going to battery too but in my condition im going to sleep only. i want to go out and sleep at pace...
ive been building up my own patterns since ive been sleeping alot lately and its become alot easier as well. the pill is shit now since it takes a while for it to take effect as i am already dying from walking to the bathroom. its so heated up in my brace along with that stupid bandage. it probably smells like shit. oh yeah i thought i was sweating some medicine smell through my pores but i found out my mom used some medicinal rub on the exposed skin inside my brace so i thought i was sweating medicine smell. what to say... oh yeah busted some ass in pudge wars lmao like a 5min game, lame as hell, and also couldnt dota with mike,tony,simon,harry,thomas,harry,mike,and some1 else im not sure but ended up dotaing on bnet with kevin,tony,HYOCHUL,rudy, so it was all good.wrecked ass in both games, lycan and silencer is win. hehe.
so yeah i want to go out so bad. fireworks are heard and it makes me uneasy since i want to watch it too... i wants to go to seaport or some shit or go wherever its being held. or at least want to sit at pace and look at the sky or some shit and be an emo fuck. i just cant wait to take it off so i can improve in handball as well as mad people are catching up and mad people are leaving me behind... peace im improving in my mind as well so its balanced out, sleeps. hibernating like a pandah
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